AHA! I made it back!

I guess it didn't take so long!

Oops! I Forgot!

Its been a long time since I remembered this blog!

Things on my mind con-artists and shitty grandmothers

My dad died several years ago. 2013 actually. He wanted to be cremated, but his mother had other plans.

Californication!

So my oldest son moved to California a few months ago!

My Life

I know I've been away for a long time. Hell I'm not even sure anyone actually reads this shit anyways.

Exhaustion and Masturbation

I have a lot of "me toos" in my life lately. People who wanna be like Mike. They think there is glory in having a tiny heard of minions to shape and mold into future world leaders. Like there is some badge involved in trading sanity for maternity!

Contrary to what 19 Kids and Counting has taught you there is no glory in having a ton of kids!

Monsters and Men

I know I say a lot on here about my "dads", implying that I have two fathers. I think its time I talk to you about those men. Its something I need to talk about so others will be able to heal. I do have two fathers. Both of them really great men in my eyes. Even with their flaws. But both of them had their dark secrets. My dad who passed away dealt with addictions and other problems on a daily. For him those demons were always just there. But he was a very good father to me and my brother. He adopted us. I was actually 17 when I signed the papers to allow him to adopt me because I was barely a few months away from aging out.

However, there is a darker part of my life. My other dad.