Gas Lit

 I have friends who like to party too much and their number one saying is that they like to get "lit". I guess my shitty life choices like to get lit in other ways. Like Gas lit! 

All the crazy I've been trying to get myself under control with the past year hasn't been really as bad as I have been lead to believe it was. 

That's the thing

 There are way too many wannabe mental illness patients in the world to get anywhere as someone who is actually messed up in the head. It seems everyone wants to be fucked up in some way or another because it gets them attention.